weekends

so currently i'm happy, really really happy;
and not just the fake fabricated happy, but genuinly happy;
things seem to be starting to work and i'm thoroughly aware that in about 5 months they will either continue to work or completely fall apart but for now i'm rather content to just bask in the moment;
i finally kept a date with someone and had a wonderful time with some of my most special friends on friday night =]
we watched precious, which wasn't as emotionally gruelling as we had expected, however still really sad and slightly depressing; so to cure our mood we went up to mt cootha and chilled to katchafire, after realising a trek on a trail at 12 at night was not wise.
saturday went from good to ridiculously bad to ridiculously good
we stalked them for most of queens road so apologies could be made; then when that had been taken care of an owl stalked us for the rest of the evening- the conspiracy theory is my father hired it to watch me; but even so we had fun, even though we were kinda sad

Thursdays

Thursdays mark the end of the paying work week. This means I only work 4-6 hours instead of 8-13 and I get to come home early. For some reason on these days I find myself taking numerous meaningless photos. It could be because I like to make the most of the fact I've come home when the sun is actually shining. On the topic of work, I actually love it, I love the people I'm meeting and the little kids that adore me, the strange old men that confuse me and the ones that make me laugh out loud. I love the new friendships and the fact that if I was a good writer I could write a novel purely on the people I have encountered. I'm not a fan of the newly developed biceps I have or waking up at 3.30am every morning and getting home at 8.30 some nights. But it keeps me busy and stops me over analysing the move to America in August, and the implications that's going to have for me.

the end draws nearer

so it would appear i have been going out alot lately;

good? i'm not sure, but it is definately fun;

polly's 18th was possibly the most fantastic thing ever;

however the small fight at the end did dampen everyones spirits, but only very minutely;

jacqui i had a wonderful time last night =];

but i'm fairly sure you would have gathered that anyway;

pyromantic pasttimes

I got a call today;

It wasn't a bad call;

But it didnt help to ease any anxieties so I betook myself to do what I always do when I am anxious/stressed/upset/confused/angry..

I burnt some things;

It helped a lot;

 I burnt some letters I know I never would send and really I dont even need anymore thanks to my newfound independence.

01.01.2010

yesterday was a day of firsts for the year of the tiger
First Day of the year

First Self Timed photo

First over enthused jump onto the couch

First photo taken by Christian

First competition to see who could get their can to fiz up the most

This year I promise to be a smarter person;
No more stupid life mistakes from me;
A person can dream can't they?